T!me D0 Fl!eS @w@y

Ok that's the title for today ~ . Time do flies away . Yea , it's lame but still I have no idea on what should I blog about . Just feel want to somehow . There's one thing that I positively agree about myself =My life turns more mature than before . More tight but still it's usefull since I learn from the past . One thing for sure , do appreciate with what you have .

Taking decision to move it's such a mistake but maybe god want to let me learn be grateful when you're lucky . Back to the past where I still stay with my grandparents , life are totally fun . I can go out to everywhere I want . I can do everything I want , there's no need for me to do any housework even wash a dish after taking my meal ~

Everything is well prepare for me . But kl , life totally change , I have to appreciate every seconds that I have . Last time , I can waste my time as I wish but now I cant . Can you guys see the difference ? Everything have it's pro and contra ~

Study seems is my priority now . *Naeh . jac that is for sure . ~Lame~* But the laziness still in me tho . I cant get rid of it . Haiz . Ok , I dont have enough time for a day now to complete all my works . I even dont have a space to breathe ~ . I used to taking a nap on afternoon and for sure when it's come to the time where I feel sleepy I gonna sleep . But if I sleep , then that's mean there's no enough time for me to study . It's only enough for me to done my homework . So ? Readers tell me what I supposed to do so that I can be energetic all the time .

Awh , I wish I were a robot sometimes . So that there's no word of tired in my life . I hate myself , do hate myself a lot .

I promised upon myself that I want to study and get 8'As for my family . Especially for my daddy and my garndpa . I'm doing all this for them . I want to let they stand and be proud of me . I want my grandpa feel proud of me . For all this while I hurt them a lot . Bring them to thousands of trouble ~ . Be the victim's for my fault but still they love me with all their heart . I can see that even they not spread it obviously . They scold me . Yes , I supposed to scold by them even beat by them but they never hurt me . Never touch me to hurt me . Just a gently hand , a warm hug that let me felt save and comfort . They are my everything . Protecting me from harm even they had to sacrifire .

No wonder people keep saying , father loves daugther more . Grandparents love their grandaugther more than their children . It's proven .

NeW Ye@r...@g@!n...

Awh shit ! It's been a decade I dont updated my blog n gosh ! Blame me for abandoned this blog . Ok let's talk about something more interesting .

There's bucket of stories for me to blog about but I dont know where should I start n what should I write . I'm not a good writer , so there's aways a problem for me when it comes to blog about my life o what I'm feeling . Duh ! A new year , a fresh start but life still goes on the same way as before . Nothing change for me n I'm one of the unlukiest student in malaysia that gonna sit for SPM this year . So yeah , wish me luck everyone ~

A SPM candidate huh ? But I'm not ready . Now I'm telling you guys that I'm not ready but it's gonna be same till end of year . I never gonna ready for any exams . Haha . Why ? Answers is simple =Because I dont study n diligent like others did . =_=" . Moreover , I'm changing to new school now . Arghh ! What a stupid action I did . But dont blame me . I"M BEING FORCE TO DO SO . Lol ~

I read a lot nowadays . Dont get me wrong , I read manga , novels n blog a lot . Haha . Well I read many blogs n I realize how great their english n they are way better than mine english . I wanna improve my writing skills for my SPM but can anyone teach me how ? Duh ! All in my mind is just SPM , but dont be surprised if I say I dont done a thing for my SPM .

Actions speaks louder than words . This is what I learn at school but guessed what ?? I learned from myself is words speaks louder than actions . Why ? Because I aways speaks for my plan . This , that n this again ... But I only know how to speaks but I dont know how to realize it . It's simple because speaks only need mouth but actions needs effort . Blame me for this . Haha .

Aww , I really miss everyone . I miss my old schools , my family n my frenz ... I hate staying here . Because it's suck ! Lol , well I dont blame my mom for giving me so many rules but I hate all the rules .

Everynight before I closed my eyes , I gonna think how I gonna survive fr tomorrrow . N every morning I wake up , I will think again . I've counted day by day , there's still how many day until dec of 2010 . I wanna end all this , all that moving on me now . I wanna be at peace ~ .

Huh ? Here it comes again , school gonna open not SOON but it's TOMORROW ? Heck , I do hate tomorrow a lot . I dont worry about how I gonna be at that school but how I gonna study at that school ? Well I'm a stereo-type person . So what that's mean ? It's mean when I love what I'm doing now o I comfort enough wit what I hav now , I not gonna change it anymore . I hate to try a new things o change a new one if I get used wit what I hav now . It's not I'm not dare to try out new things but I dont want myself cop up wit risk . I hate problems so I hate when I change a thing , n it's not suitable wit me . Arghh ! I hate that a lot yea ~ . So you guys sure alert enough right why I hate to change to another school ?

Now I'm counting my day . Counting to CNY , counting to holidays , counting to SPM n most probably I'm counting to dec 2010 . Haha . There's many plan ahead . But I dont where to start . It's like I hav a car wit lots of my stuff to bring but I dont know which road should I take ? Aiyah , everything seems complicated right ? Huh ? That's my life n I'm sure everyone had their own . *Nah , this is crap* Haha .

Duh , starting from now , well I should reduce everything that used to be my habit . I should rarely on9 , rarely sms n cut my free time . Study more , tution more n learn more . Owh yea , talk less too . Wahahaha .

H!deOus DotTed . . .

Keep moving on , keep breathing on , everythings seems keep going on as usual . Me ? Yea , still alive n were updating my long-abandoned blog . Many things happen n thousands of things changes seconds by seconds ...

Same as my life , it's do changing n many things happened to me . I had thousands of words to sew now n to let my fingers keep moving on typing on the keyboard but when I recall all the memories n incident . "Puff !" It's gone like a smoke . But there's still something left for me to write . A fresh memories in me . N a hideous dotted struck in me today ....

Today when I was in my room , my two little brother suddenly knock hard into my door . I was shocked n I ask them to stop right away . Well , at 1st yea I try to calm down . But 2nd times they did the same action . Man , this kid really getting on my nerves . But I still lay myself on bed n shouted to them " Stop it before I start my behaviour !" . *I hate people disturb when I'm sleeping* . But their ears are too deaf to listen to my warn . So , the 3rd times happened . They knock hard my door , n without hesitation I went through the door n opened it . They ran away , n stop at a certain distance from me n keep laughing like hell . *Yea , so funny bro* . It just a small matter at 1st , but the 4th times happen . Like the previous one , I open the door n they ran away . But this times , sorry man , I just can't stand it anymore , I take my bro's bag that full with his toy . Car n bla bla bla . I throw it in the rubbish *Yea , that childish enough jac* . Then , I look at him n said , "Dont come in if you wanna be save" .

A minutes later , I heard his conversations with my mom . Readers , guess what he say ? Hehe . Apa lagi . He complain about me to my mom la . Mami che che like this , mami che che like that . Mami che che say this , mami che che say that n bla bla . That time I in my room .

After he called my mom , he come into the house n knocked my door again ! Duh , just imagine la this boy . Really make me piss off ! Then , I open my door n go down stairs . "Dont ever step your foot in the house o you gonna pay for it" . Like the previous , he called my mom n complain I dont give him enter the house .

Minutes later , like I guess n it's do happened . My mom called , I feel like dont want to pick up the phone but if I dont , things gonna become worse . So , to prevent it from gone worse I just pick up .

But who knows , I try to prevent it but things happened like I dont let it to be . My mom damn mad at me n shouted at me n so on . I ask her why you dont ask me what happen o why I do like that n direct mad at me ? Why cant you listen up my explanation 1st before judging who's wrong n right ? Am I too bad for giving an explanation ? Why my mom dont listen what happen on my side before she give me such a damn hate ? Why she throw all the madness at me ?

I just dont understand , I hang off the call when she keep on shouting n mad at me . Huh , this is what my mom call fair n square huh ? She aways keep saying that she judge thing fairly n this time I know what do she call "fair" . Yea , it's do fair . Too fair for me .

Then my mom called for the 2nd times . I pick up , this time she still mad at me . I answer her back , I cant hold it anymore . Patience had it's limit , n it's cross the limit now . I answer back to my mom bla bla bla . Then I hang off . I text her , telling all the unsastifaction in me . Then she reply me , she tell me that I'm too emo in handling things ? So what ? Yea , I'm emo so ? She said I had to tolerance because I'm the eldest . I supposed to be mad because I'm the eldest . Go to hell la .

She said I should teach my bro . Man , how to teach if their behaviour's like hell ? I tell them nicely , I warn them but they just dont listen to my advice . I'm hot tempered . I know sometimes kids are stubborn n make people pissed off but my bro already 1o . Next year turn 11 , so there's no way he dont know what he is doing ? If he was small as my youngest bro then it's ok . But his 1o . So ? Only me need to tolerance with him n he dont ?

In the text that I send to my mom , I said that I've try to patience n giving him a chance . But he just go on n want me to get mad . So ? I supposed to be blame , I'm the one who are wrong n I'm the one who had to be punished for something that I dont started .

My mom reply me again , she say . No matter what he done to you next time , you text n tell me . Dont bottled up n get mad . She said more that she dont want my foster father to see the situation that happen today . I reply her , He done many things not only today . Yea , I bottled it up . N it burst today . But wonder why ? Because I dont like my bro little things happen , mami here , mami there . Moreover if I send n tell my mom . My mom sure will reply me . Alaa , just small matter also you send n tell mom dy . Alaa here , alaa there . And , if I tell her maybe I will make her tension n burdened her more . That's why I just keep it up all by myself .

Mom , I really dont understand why I had to be punished for what that I've not started . I know I'm hot tempered , Im unmature , I'm stubborn n many mores . I know I aways make trouble but is that the reason why no matter what happen I had to be responsible for it ? Is that if they done wrong I cant speak a word ? Is that I'm wrong to defend for something that I dont do it ? N the most that make me hurt is why you dont listen to what I wanna explain n just mad me like hell ? The answer because I'm the eldest . So guys , if your bro done something wrong you are the one that have to pay for it ...

Mom , you promise me no matter what happen you wanna had a slow talk with me . But yelling n shouting that you did to me before I give my explanation . Is that what you call a slow talk ? You say I'm selfish . My way of thinking is too stupid n I had a bad behaviour . Thx bro . Thx a lot for giving me all this . Let me know that who I am in the family n what kind of person I'm in my mom's thought .

Here , I wanna officially say sorry to my mom . Mom do fight me back n let me know that I'm wrong . I really hope that I'm wrong n I deserve for all the hatred that you gave to me . Make me understand mom . Mom I do love you , but sorry to say I still think that what I do is right .

Bro , no words to you . I dont know . I've try to forget n forgive now . I try to be peace with you . I really do .

Sh!T

SHIT . Yea , shit is the title and the shit is ME . . .

A pile of shit ! Yea I'm just a pile of shit . Huh ! All day I just busy up myself with think how to study well and prove to myself that I can . But I end up with nothing . I try to find a way to force myself to study , but seems like nothing that I planned is goes right . Heck , I'm out of idea . I burst myself to think a way how to study but it doesnt goes well .

Every pages that I read and try to understand . Nothing stick in my head . All that stuck in my head just a curse word from myself that I'm such a DUDE !

Well , I don't care if I'm a dude . I don't even care of my life . Nothing seems important for me even if I die in a second . But there's something I need to done when it started , there's something I need to pay before I left and there's something I need to prove before I go . . .

I need to end up well the life that my parents gave to me . They bring me to this world , and let me know how amazing the god creature is . . .

I need to pay all the debt to my family and people arounds me . They give all that I need just to make my life complete as others . The care , the love , the attention and the support is priceless . I wonder whether I'm able to pay it back or not even I give the rest of my life to them . . .

Then same goes with prove . What should I prove and to whom should I prove ? I want to prove to others , to my family and people around me that I'm able to stand on my own , I'm able to fly on my own wings and I'm able to make they proud of themselves cuz giving me a life to live . . .

This is all that give me the strengh to hold tight from the place I am now . Study . I can't move even a step before I succeed , but I feel so stress with everything that I done but nothing's work . Feels like giving up . Feels sucks , damn and Awh~ ! It's really don't feel great . I wanna end this but I just can't make a move to leave from where I'm stepping now . Or else I will turn up to be NOTHING . . .

AnOtHer L!fe..

Another life...

That's it!The words that been swirling in my head and make me feel sucks!But yet I still have to go on with it.Haizz..What more can I do to let myself forget all that gonna happen soon.All that I can do is sit silently and sigh with what I gonna face next year."Jac,it's not the end of the world lah!"I keep remind myself with those words.To let myself feel better with the fate that been written for me and with the decision that I've made...

2010.It's gonna be a tough life and a new life for me afterall.I gonna leave from where I used to be and go to a place that I don't let myself to treasure.I will leave here and move to kl to stay with my mom next year.Huh!Well it don't sounds big deal right?But why it must be now?There's still left a year for me to finish my secondary,why they don't let me to finish it here?I only left a year before I move to kl and live another life,why they have to take the only times that I left to let me live a life that I've been through since 16 years ago?

I really don't understand my parents,they made decision for my life even they know they "torture" me if they do that.Yea,life is sometimes sucks for me but I still love the place that I stand now.I really unwilling to let others to snacth the moments that left for me...

Why can't they understand me?Huh!I'm smiling even my hearts crying,I'm look'a alright even I'm not ok and my heart's breaking when I found I had to leave here,left a the memories and everything that treasure here...I love what I have now,even it's not complete but I'm still happy with it.THIS IS MY LIFE...

But god had made it's decision.I gonna leave soon even my soul don't let me to do so.I can rebel with the decision that they made but someone had open my eyes and change my decision.

He is the one that I respect,he loves me and I love him.He can't let me go,but he still let me go and force me to go even his hearts turn into ashes...He willing to sacrifire his feelings to let me have a better future,it's make me think,if he can.Why can't I sacrifire and fight for a better future for myself?Yea,it's gonna be suckc but I believe that time will do it's miracle...

Grandpa,I love you so much,I appreciate all that you taught me.Even we aways less communicate to each other but I love you more than myself.This is the man that I mention,the one who I owe a lot but never hope for a return.The one that taught me how to stand even I'm fall.The one who lead me to had my life.And the one who try for his best to give the best for my life...

There's a word,a man cry without a tears.This is true,man seldom roll down their tears..But if they do,what that's mean?My grandpa roll down his tears when he agree to let me stay with my mom,but even he sad with it,he still insists me to go..That night he sat on a sofa while watching tv,I was in my room that time.

A moment later I heard my grandpa and ma coversation.

Grandpa:Don't you sad your grandaughter gonna leave you soon?

Grandpa:She is the one I brought up after her mom,the one that I willing to wake in dawn to make sure she's alright.I love her,and she had accompany me for 16 years of life and now she gonna leave me soon...

After that my grandma knock my door and ask me to go down,I sit beside him and look at him.A familiar face that aways bring sushine in my life now had roll down it's tears and show it's sadness...

God!If you were in that situation,what will you feel?How you gonna act?I just too weak to act cool and calm him down.In that situation,I just look at him and I feel a liquid roll rushly on my cheek...

I'm really touch with what he had sacrifire for me.I don't know why but I willing to do the same thing too...

ThErE's @ Re@sOn BeH!nD EveRyTh!nG

Recently I'm just like a living skeleton.Sleep,eat,on9-ing,watching tv,text-ing and nothing more than that.That's my complete everyday routine.But a few days ago,there's unxpected incident happen to me.Heck.I try to forget what had happen that night.I try to throw all sadness and heartache in me since that night.But painess cant be thrown.I think it never will be cure too and it will bleed again someday.The incident wont end there.There still another episode of it that await's me in the future,and I sure for it.

Huh!I dont know where should I start it.Really,I dont know.Well maybe I should introduce her 1st...

Her name is Kadie Lee Hui Ann.My "lovely cousin".She's beautiful for me,with her brown round eyes,stands on 170 cm.Had a white fair skin,a small red lips and a perfect physical that can make every guy wish to had her.That's true,the reality is she's totally beautiful outside but not inner...

I'm writing this not to let whole world know what "good deed" had she done for me.But human hav mind to judged by themself what type of person she is.=.=

1st and foremost,to Kadie,this is not what I hope,but I just cant stop thinking all that had you done to me.I not going to say sorry.If you read this post,take your time and think thoroughly what had happened between us.I'm here not to judge what kind of person you're or to tell the story to whole world so they will sympathy to me.NO!That's definitly not my intention but what I post here is just to let out what I feel...

Since small she hates me.I dont hav any idea why she hates me so much.I still remember when the 1st time we met.I sit beside her but she push me without a reason.It's clear that she doesnt like me.But I dont care that much that time cuz I dont know why she act like that but I just let it cuz do whatever you want but dont cross the limit.Later,I stay in my cousin's room.Kadie sudden came in and say loudly "There's someone that being throw by her own parents here!"The "her" that Kadie means is me.That time I was shock,she stare at me and smile.I stare her too and gosh!No one know how I feels that time.But that is just a start,a start of something more exciting.She came to me and ask "Why you stare at me?Angry?Hah.hah.hah."That moment I do nothing but keep staring at her,my mind's empty and the only left in me is anger.She took the books in my hand and tear it,pages by pages.I dont know what is she gonna do next,but I had to say she's really a smart girl.After she tear all the pages she bring the book and crying in front my aunt and told her,I snatch the book and tear it.Yea,she's good in acting and everyone sure believe with what she say cuz there only me and her in that room and plus,who will trusted an abandoned child like me right?

The incident end there,and me?Well I being scold by my mom and countless stroke of rattan since I dont admit that I did it.And my cousin's mad me for tear his book even in the reality I'm not!I deserved it huh?A pain and hate for no reason but all that had past,10 years incident but everything is still clearly in my mind.The pain still in me,it accompany me to through this 10 years of life and I learnt something pricelss from it.

Like I said,it's not end there.That just a beggining,beggining to an exciting game called "life".I met her again,and that time I was 10 or 11 years old.I still remember how she act in front me.Come and sit beside me and show to others how beautiful she is and how "high-class" she is.But who cares?Why she hav to act in front of me?Like I care.=.="

I'm giving her an emotionless face as responce.Cuz I dont feel anything with her act.Then she sudden say "There's someone who dont know what is the meaning of shame,her parents are divorce and left her.She's an abandoned child.Euww!No one wants her.hah..hah..hah.."Yea, that's really a "funny" joke!!

A moment later,we sit in living room with her parents and my parents.That is the moment where I feel the volcanoe in my head burst out without controlled for the 1st time.She's "accidentally" say "Why this abandoned child hav to be my cousin?Her mom and dad left her.Yerr,it's shame.Her mom dont lov her" and bang!!I drop a glass...She stare at me and shout on my face "Hey,abandoned child!You want to revenge right?Cuz not satisfied with me!"My mouth shut tight but my heart yelling"yea!I'm doing it with intention!"She smile then say "See,abandoned child really rude!"But in the same time,I dont realize what I do but my palms already reach her face.I slap her.Slap her with all my energy and the most great part is,I do it in front her parents.What her parents reaction?They just shut up their mouth,yea that's the good way cuz if they scold me I surely will act the same on them cuz anger filled up in me that time.I dont care what gonna happen to me,cuz I thought my parents surely gonna kill me for it but the things doesnt happen in that way.Before she left her parents come and say sorry to me.But her?She's still hold a grudge on me and like I thought.She will create another episode next time.But I dont care much,cuz like I say dont cross the line or u gonna pay for it.

Years by years,she keep's making prolems to me when everytime I met her but I learn to be patience,learn to be grateful wit what she had teach me till the day where history repeat itself...

She admire a guy,the guy is a friend of mine.She ask for a phone no and I gav her.But I dont know what I had done till she say I'm couple with the guy when I know she admire that guy.Hah?!Go to hell lah with those thing!It's so unlogic!She keep accusing me that I be with that guy cuz I want to revenge.Cuz I dont like her and I want to snatch everything that belongs to her.Man!I not so childish to play that kind of "game",and she's really make me piss off..

Not only cuz of the guy,even I'm going out with my cousin without her then she thought I'm trying to make my cousin's them stay away from her.She's totally crazy and live in her own world.I really cant stand with what she had done.Till 1 day,she keeps saying and shouting at me.Accused me this and that till my head burst and I throw a glass to her..She's shocked for sure and me too.I wish I throw the glass on her face,let her perfect face leave a scar cuz of the pieces of glass.But I dont.Dont thx me for that cuz I had a plan to do so...

And yet the stories continue last few nights,she call me...

Kadie:Hey you,why ha you always act to let other's sympathy on you?

Me:Hah?Who are you?(Cuz that time I dont recognize her voice and I dont hav her no)

Kadie:You dont know who me are?A girl that you hate and always find a way to revenge lah!(this time I just realize that is her)Why ha they all treat you so good?You really good on acting dont you,ask a sympathy from others..

Me:What the hell is this?What sympathy?I dont do anything and I never ask a sympathy from others..

Kadie:Cehh!Liar!They like you so much,they pay attention to you so much.It's cuz you ask a sympathy from them lah!Cuz you're lack of attention and lov from your family.You dont feel embarassed meh?

Me:Hey talk nicely,What the hell you want from me?I dont ask a sympathy from others and I dont need it!Better shut your mouth tight!

Kadie:Why?Why you sounds angry?Cuz of what I say is the truth right?Hmm now people lucky lol,got so many people like her and concern bout her.Hey remind yourself la,your parents divorce and left you there.You're abandoned child!No need to ask sympathy la..

Me:...

I end the call just like that.Abandoned child...Only that words keep appear in my mind now.I heard this word since I was 6.But why the feeling is different this time.In me there's nothing left except "ANGER".That is what I feel that time.I try to call my other cousin and ask what happen till Kadie sudden act that way.

It's maybe sounds silly.No,it do sounds silly,my cousin's bought me a branded jacket.Kadie's was there and she feel not satisfied with it and call me to let out her unsastifaction...I dont willing people call me abandoned child just cuz of a jacket!Yea,it's expensive but do it's worth?No,I dont ask them to bought it for me,I dont ask them to treat me good.But why I hav to be the victim cuz of her stupid unsastifaction feeling?Is it my fault if they hate her?Is it my fault if they treat me good?And most of it is,Do I hav to be blame cuz of my parents divorce?Do I hav to be blame cuz they leave me and let others brought me up?

Maybe...maybe I'm abandoned child.Being left and lack of parents lov and attention.But I never ask a sympathy from anyone and I dont need it!I will never beg others to sympathy on me cuz of what that happen to me.NEVER...

I know who I'm...But I still hav a dignity.Even how bad I'm,even if I was an abandoned child but I dont allow others to judge my life and call me as "ABANDONED CHILD"!!Who is she to judge who I'm?Who is she to torture my feelings since I was kid?

I dont know why but I really cant accept she call me as abandoned child.Huh!I heard it since I was 6.Yea I do feel angry that time but it's different wit this one...When the words strike in my ears,it was like a deep slice of cut in my heart..It do..And it's do pain enough...I try to forget about it,but the words never varnished from my mind...It's keep haunting me.Damn!I want to throw the feeling's away but I cant.

Abandoned child...abandoned child...It's just a word huh?But it's enough to break my heart,slice my heart into pieces...

Honestly,I still feel the hatred,the grudge that I hold tight since that night and the flame in me...

I wash away the words forget in my mind and it's filled with what she say that night.I just cant forget about it.I dont know why I shut tight my heart for a forgiveness...Guys,do I cruel if I hold a grudge on her?Do it's my fault if I hate her?Do I cruel if I shut tight my heart for forgiveness?

Yea,maybe I should just forget about it..But I cant,for now I really cant...

The pain is aching and it's still bleeding...

For now I still hate her for what she had done on me...

I dont care what people gonna think bout me.Do think as you wish,if you think I'm bad depends then cuz I"m.I dont regret wit what I had done to her.Even if I kill her someday...

Maybe I should thx her too,for all this 10 years she keep taught me to be more tough and to be more careful in this life.Life isn't as simple as we thought,it's challenging and full of tricks...

But one thing I want her to know,even I'm abandoned child and I dont hav a perfect family as she does but I still know how to respect people...My family even are from a broken family but they still taught me how to be grateful wit what I have and respect others.Not to look down on others cuz they are imperfect or etc...

And all of this wont end here...

Me@n!ng Of L!fe

What is da meaning of life to you?Hmm this question sounds just an ordinary question for us but actually can anybody tell me what is da real meaning of life??

Everybody's r different,different in physically n mentally.That's why there r millions of definition to life,it cuz each mortal hav their own description to life.

Some says life is like a roses,it nice to be seen but it hurt u once u touch it.

Some says life is like a tree,it started will a small n growin when da times past n it keep growin on till end of it.

Some of them thought,life can be describe as a cycle,some moments u will b at ups but there r some moments u will b at down.

Life is a big mistake,no matter how we try to correct da mistake,life will still never b perfect cuz we r just a simple human.But even cant make it perfect we still can make it better than before.

Life is like a ship,that sailing without a destination,yet we still sailing to find an islands that belongs to us one day.

I had a frenz that say life is like a climb,we keep climbing to reach da peak of it,but on da way to reach it we struggle wit challenge n obstacle that comes n go.

Life is like an ocean,it's shapeless,unpredictable,we cant figure out when it ups n down.It just come n go without a signals.

Life can b describe as a jungle,a big jungle that had thousands of god creature.They just living in da same jungle,live together n b tolerate wit each other till end of them.

This is a little part of thousands of meaning of life,there r many more meaning of life out there that I never figure it out.Well as for me,no matter what life mean is,we still hav to live it on...

Cuz human born to b liv,god giv da chance to them to walk in this life till end of them.To let they know how wonderful is this world...

Life is fair for everyone even mankind think it's not.Life is beautiful n amazing even it full of challenges.What life means to everyone is nothing,cuz it depends on how da individual thinks bout their life.Some thinks they suffer but some of them b grateful wit what they had in life.Human create to b variety n life?Life is just fair n wonderful for everyone even they dont realize it.

I'm not a philosopher nor a god,I'm just a simple human that trying to share my thought.I know there r many out there that disagree wit my thought,so why not share some of yours here wit me.You can comment as you like n share wit others what you think.I fully appreciate it.

This is just a pointless post,I'm sewing my words without a motive.What I'm write here is just an individual thought.XD